my crush has crushed me

hey..

all of us, must have someone they like
or in another word; a CRUSH

well my life is unlucky when it comes to crushes and boyfriends (former ones)..

my crushes/ex bf and my friend;
my ex (1) likes my good friend (Y) [she is so popular]
my recent crush (A) likes my best friend (L) [I just found out about it]
my crush (B) coupled with my friend (A) [she is my firend]
my friend (M) likes my ex (F) [she is not that close to me]
my ex (U) likes my friend (C) [she has a boyfriend]
my crush (I) likes my teacher's daughter [her face is some how identical to mine]
my crush (Z) likes my best friend (Q) [she is my closest friend, but she doesn't like him though]

(ok.. I don't blame my friends, I mean..who could blame them? they are a lot cute/prettier than me
plus I don't even know whether they like him back or not) [hey.. peoples heart, we'll never know]


could my so called; 'love' life could be any worse?

I'm so sad, tense, lonely, even my friends are ignoring me..
how could them!

but hey..
it'll only be awhile for me to be sad..
the next thing you know, I'll be happy again..
[maybe]


but for now..
I think I want to be alone for a moment.. [I think]
how about 5 days?
yes..
and my friends couldn't reach me.. [I hope]
I mean, like they even care I'd dissapear? [do you guyz care?]

ugh.. thinking of it makes me even more sad..haish..